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Man That I Am

by Noah Derksen

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1.
I’ve been confined and I’ve been reminded Of everything that I don’t want to know Instead of flying I’ve been trying so hard To escape the things that I have outgrown I made my way down to the west coast I put my feet in the sand I waved goodbye to the old ghosts And hello to the man that I am I was surprised when I realized We’ve only got so much time And the old pictures, they don’t all fit here Within my new frame of mind I made my way down to the west coast I put my feet in the sand I waved goodbye to the old ghosts And hello to the man that I am Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye I made my way down to the west coast I put my feet in the sand I waved goodbye to the old ghosts And hello to the man that I am Hello to the man that I am Hello to the man that I am
2.
Step, step on to your ship Push off from the shore Blow air through your sails Until there’s wind, enough so you move And move your house and home Move every inch of your bones Until you’re far from this world Sail until your arms are sore Then walk until your feet are worn Make your way to the northern side Where lights will guide you through the night You’ll see that love’s enough You’ll see that love’s enough Flow, flowing with the tides They send you to places new You hopeless wanderer You’re searching for something more Well sometimes just step back There are choices that cage in your soul Answers will be found at the dawn of the north Sail until your arms are sore Then walk until your feet are worn Make your way to the northern side Where lights will guide you through the night You’ll see that love’s enough You’ll see that love’s enough And you’ll see that love’s enough
3.
Once upon a time there was this girl Who ruled my world In every single way My beauty queen, a mystic dream You seemed so old at seventeen I couldn’t stay away Hannah darling don’t you pout Hannah darling I’ll be around Soon I’ll be right by your side I’ll hold you until the dark subsides Just a hop across the sea Yet still too far for me to see Your eyes shine back at me That night I found you all alone You were standing in your birthday’s robe And we danced with no retreat Hannah darling don’t you pout Hannah darling I’ll be around Soon I’ll be right by your side I’ll hold you until the dark subsides Hannah darling don’t say a word Just open up and feel that burn Hannah darling don’t you cry Until my arms have wrapped you tight Our adventures took us far and wide We held the ground and we touched the sky How fast time went by No sleep back then, no sleep tonight I wish of when our paths collide Until then, I’ll lie awake Hannah darling don’t you pout Hannah darling I’ll be around Soon I’ll be right by your side I’ll hold you until the dark subsides Hannah darling don’t say a word Just open up and feel that burn Hannah darling don’t you cry Until my arms have wrapped you tight
4.
Write it down Before your memory fails you Surprised to find That your pen’s been used to impale you Death by imagination is not hard In this cruel, cruel world The mind is free To live separately Oh, how far we’ll go How far we’ll go How far we’ll go Try to go home But soon your feet grow weary When it’s love you hold You know you won’t see clearly My arms are open My arms are open wide I’m looking to embrace All that’s passed me by Oh, how far we’ll go How far we’ll go How far we’ll go When the second-hand moves slowly And you wonder why it is you’re lonely When the ink spills on your pages When you feel like you’ve been stuck for ages When you feel like you’ve been stuck for ages It’s time to come down It’s time to come down It’s time to come down It’s time to come down
5.
Old Growth 03:42
Walking through this old growth All the sticks and stones Seems to be a fantasy But watch it turn to thorns Filled with pine and cedar As though nothing could go wrong Hear the forest’s whispers Of a sad, sad song Darkness all around you Inside you feel the same Deep within this twisted land They are calling out your name To come explore the old growth To come see what’s inside And learn the greatest secret That everything must die No compass and no sun Sparse moonlight through the trees At night within the old growth Your eyes do aught but see There’s hot breath upon your neck And now there’s clawing at your throat The creatures that were inside your head Have all broken out Darkness all around you Inside you feel the same Deep within this twisted land They are calling out your name To come explore the old growth To come see what’s inside And learn the greatest secret That everything dies Darkness all around you Inside you feel the same Deep within this twisted land They are calling out your name To come explore the old growth To come see what’s inside And learn the greatest secret That everything must die
6.
In between your outstretched arms I find refuge A shelter that is safe from harm Hold on tight I’ll do no wrong In time you’ll know In the midst of heavy breathing Your eyes fail you A darkness creeps within your being You’re far too young to feel this feeling Don’t hide away You’re taken far from home Your innocence is gone Oh darling, you will be found Before the sun goes down Oh darling, no matter where you roam You’ll be brought home I think I’m going crazy, I think I’ve lost my mind Still I know Darling, you will be found You will be found It may feel like you are dying You may wish it to be true Darling no matter where you roam I will come find you I will come find you Oh darling, you will be found Before the sun goes down Oh darling, no matter where you roam You’ll be brought home I think I’m going crazy, I think I’ve lost my mind Still I know Darling, you will be found You will be found Oh darling, you will be found, you will be found

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The songs comprising this album encompass a time of profound experience and discovery, coinciding with Noah's moving out to the West Coast and the shift in perspective that followed, resulting in the formation and maturation of who he is today.

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released January 27, 2015

Recorded by David Tallarico in New Westminster, BC, and Martin Blumrich in Winnipeg, MB (Man That I Am).

Produced by Noah Derksen and David Tallarico.

Mixed and mastered by David Tallarico in New Westminster, BC.

Noah Derksen – guitar (all), vocals (all), percussion (2, 4), melodica (1)
Kett Panther – bass guitar (1, 2, 4, 5, 6)
Katie Green – violin (2, 4, 5)
Danielle Miller – vocals (6)
Martin Blumrich – piano (1)

Photographs and graphic design by Hannah Charnock.

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Noah Derksen Winnipeg, Manitoba

Canadian Folk Music’s 2021 Emerging Artist of the Year, Noah Derksen is quickly becoming known as a songwriter’s songwriter. Hailing from the heart of the Canadian Prairies, Noah has spent years honing his craft across North America. With a rich and soulful voice, Noah weaves poetry that sounds instantly familiar on first listen. He lives in Winnipeg, Canada. ... more

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